I woke up today feeling happy and with a smile. I was dreaming about kissing Sugar. The smile lasted for approximately 4 seconds until I realized that I was awake and my short found peace had come to an end.
Another terrible day. I'm feeling more dead inside, more numb and apathetic. I don't fucking care what happens, I just think feeling nothing would be better than feeling like this.
Maybe I will find more peace in my dreams. Maybe this is the nightmare... The fake world.
Had a breakdown today. But if you don't cry when hearing Tom Waits's Martha, then you have had an easy life.
0 days without an incident.
Happy Festivus, doode. Crying is good sometimes. Maybe it's about time you call a meeting of the club? The Emperor his own self could also benefit. You could also get really drunk. Here's one to you.
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